Although I spend hours on a computer, at work - and have very little actual work to occupy those hours - I've found it difficult, of late, to produce anything personal on a keyboard. That's not to say I've been indulging in brush strokes or other creative methods, however - and the static causes me to wonder... what's happening?
Often, such lulls are indicative of an incubation of sorts - and I supposed this could be the case, presently. We're in a holding period, on the place in OKC - so I don't feel able to go "full gusto" for things there (lest Murphy step in and execute his Law), but at the same time am neither willing to pour myself into things in Shawnee. The latter is most certainly a self-preservation tactic, preparing myself to leave the lake - and although not completely abandoning them, allowing our dreams that we have planted there to lie dormant for a season or two.
I've had some interesting insights in the past couple of days, so am confident I'm not in an ultimate state of confusion - energetically blocked from Source - but the able, vibrant flow of life has felt somewhat restricted at times. I am dedicating time this week and weekend to personal maintenance, recognizing many of the methods (chiropractic and massage) overdue.
I promise to make another entry this week, even if only to exercise my unwillingness to go dormant, myself.
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